Birthday Boi reads his past "trauma"

Im not entirely sure what to do for my birthday video...SOOOOOOOOOOOOO I decided to be man up and share something personal, like a journal!!!! I did kinda have a bad time during my previous years, and I have a few coping mechanisms, some good, some bad, and some a little harsh. Since this is a rather sensitive video I've made, I tried to make it upbeat!

I didn't realise how edgy I was back then until I started reading one of the journal entries, tho ._.