【Noa HEX】Lingering Eyes Disease (#AOFEST2024)

My entry for #AOFEST2024 !! i'm really happy with how this came out. i'm usually not proud with most of my work, but i put a lot of heart into this song

ofc this song is about my experience with anxiety and depression, but its also based off a painting a did a few months ago

vocals used: Noa HEX, Anri Arcane, JUN

art/video/music/mixing: by qu_eefan (me)

[Lyrics]
The fever starts to dry me out
Out the window they will look
Looking for something they can take
Taking everything from me

Taking a look out on the land, on the land, on the land of everything i used to know
Knowing now it wont look the same

Same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same
Every single shape, every single line, everything was mine, every single time, it's all the
Same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same
Every single shape, every single line, everything was mine, every single time, it's all the

Same shapes and colors, fears all c-c-cacophonies
P-P-Phonies all around us, but no one seems to believe me
My brain is tired, tired from the gazes that begin to swallow
S-S-Swallow everything they see

Itching and scratching at my side
Side engulfed in bulging eyes
Eyes that seem to linger on
On a body that isn’t theirs

Taking a look down on my hand, on my hand, on my hand oh god i don't know what to do
Doing nothing won't help my case

Same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same
Every single shape, every single line, everything was mine, every single time, it's all the
Same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same, everything’s the same
Every single shape, every single line, everything was mine, every single time, it's all the

Same shapes and colors, fears all c-c-cacophonies
P-P-Phonies all around us, but no one seems to believe me
My brain is tired, tired from the gazes that begin to swallow
S-S-Swallow everything they see

All my life, been scared of what they think of me
Hide behind the image they make up of me

Same shapes and colors, fears all c-c-cacophonies
P-P-Phonies all around us, but no one seems to believe me
My brain is tired, tired from the gazes that begin to swallow
S-S-Swallow everything they see
Can’t seem to do it right for everyone one i meet
P-P-Phonies all around me, and im the only one they see
My eyes are tired, tired from the watching that is always around
A-A-Always hovering over me