Truly Are (Music Video)

I'm RainbowRager, but you can just call me Ethan.

Welcome to my channel! I am an artist/animator, and I create animations/drawn stories that I want to share with an audience. This channel is mainly a place where I get to express my creativity and to just be myself, because I'm way too insecure to talk about it in public because I have social anxiety.

My purpose on YouTube is to have fun and practice my artistic abilities. Fame and money is not important to me. I only really make these videos as my escape from the internet because it's a dangerous place.

Feel free to stick around! Or not. That's okay. I'm used to it.

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This was a project that I've been wanting to do for months, but I have never been able to actually start and finish it. But with enough dedication and time, I present to you, my first ever music video, which I call, Truly Are. A song based on my experience in high school. My high school life marks a very important era to me, and although I hate it with every fibre of my being, it's a memorable time of my life. But not a good one. I suffered from years of loneliness. No real friends, no social life, no confidence, and no self worth. I don't get the connection with any of my classmates or to anyone in my school, and I want to scream out my words in the form of a song. I'm no musician/composer/songwriter, but I've got a lot of heart towards this song. This video is special to me, as I don't really explore a lot of other mediums or types of content on this channel, but I hope that this pleases the change of style.

Lyrics
Down familiar fields
To places unwanted
Through the hallways
Of endless wanders

It means nothing
To anyone else
No one knows anyway
What matters inside

Is the
True feeling of emptiness
Nothing hurts you
But yourself

We desire goals
But can't reach them
We want all the praise
But don't try enough

All we ever cared
Was to fit in
To be with others
But didn't

All we ever wanted
Was to have someone
To give us support
But instead

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

Day by day
The pattern repeats
Always the same path
Nothing was unique

Not like anyone knew
It's hidden safely
The emotions, off display
What's hidden inside

Is the
True feeling of emptiness
Nothing hurts you
But yourself

We desire goals
But can't reach them
We want all the praise
But don't try enough

All we ever cared
Was to fit in
To be with others
But didn't

All we ever wanted
Was to have someone
To give us support
But instead

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

When things don't work
The world of imagination
Will take you away

The only escape
Create a fantasy
In a different reality

Perfection isn't there
It never was
The feeling is different
Because of what's inside

Is the
True feeling of emptiness
Nothing hurts you
But yourself

We desire goals
But can't reach them
We want all the praise
But don't try enough

All we ever cared
Was to fit in
To be with others
But didn't

All we ever wanted
Was to have someone
To give us support
But instead

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

Alone's where we truly are
Where we truly are
We truly are
Truly are

We're where we truly are