🌿Athazagoraphobia: The fear of forgetting
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AHHH NEW ORIGINAL SONG! I’m so happy to finally be able to post this! I had this song finished for a few months already but I was both busy and depressed with work and school that it took this long to finish the video!
But here it is! I took a lot of inspiration for this piece from R.I.P.’s song “Fruiting Bodies” along with a variety of other media so I hope it captures that same vibe!
🍃Credits🍃
🍃Music, Lyrics, PV, Art, Tuning: Sakura Vik-P
🍃Vocals: Gumi V3 English
🍃Programs Used: Vocaloid 5, Studio One, BeepBox, InShot
🍃VSQX/VPR and Instrumental: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-4e-5b2I5wq2xJ1QFF…
🍃Lyrics🍃
One, Two, One, Two, Three, Four!
Wait a minute…what was I talking about again?
Nonsense wishes, hoping that reality will stay intact
As fearful dreams keep haunting me to tell me I’m forgetting things
Worrying about whether your words will stay close in my grasp
Before the end to everything takes me back to reality
In through one ear, out the other, can’t recall a single phrase
Whilst breaking major promises that I don’t care to remember
Up it grows now
Flowers peak their way through my chest
Thrashing in this horrid self of mine
And I can’t see what ending is laid for me!
Disappeared in the blink of an eye
Yet I don’t want to forget it…
Days and days will keep on going by
And memories will keep on disappearing!
Looks like all I can do is deny
the failing mess of a person I am
Well, I guess that’s the end of it then!
Don’t go prying into things you’d never understand
Oh please! You jest! It can’t be true!
You don’t remember it that way!
Surely it’s just me thinking things
For sure it’s not all make believe…
Indeed, I know! I’ve lost control
of my mind that cannot recall
Come on! You’re being so naive!
Guess you’re stupid cuz you can’t remember anything
It doesn’t matter
Everyone thinks the same
In the end you too
will sprout buds in your head
One after one,
You’re memories fade away
Names and their faces
will be all forgotten
Flailing in this rotten mind of mine
And I can’t seem to recollect anything!
Vanished right before my very eyes
that neglect major worthless tasks
Time and time again I pretend I didn’t forget anything you were saying
Gone as if it wasn’t even said
Let’s hope it’s not important then…
Flowers start to prickle round my bones!
And I cannot seem to stop them from spreading!
Oh god! I’ve lost everything I’ve known!
Oh what a stupid person I am!
Well, I guess you’ve forgotten it then!
No use trying to remember things you n
Sakura Vik-P
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