MYCOLOGIST'S GAME / rana ( #vocagatheringBETA )

mycologist /maɪˈkɑː.lə.dʒɪst/ (noun)
find out what is left of me

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Song: celestrai
Vocal: Rana V4
Artwork: AcidKeyLime ( acidkeylime.com/ )

Special thanks to khanadee & onairic for being my ears on the mix!

Lyrics:
taken over
but kept covered
a close-kept parasite

intertwined, yet
long since un-beloved,
past - yet your spores still root with spite

the the THE
rot behind my ears is whispering my name
I would rather it be quiet,
it reminds me of the shame
the shame of giving you my heart
a choice so insane
that discovering the origin’s left to be
MYCOLOGIST’S GAME

mycelium converges - maybe I need help
when the layers coalesce - no I'll never tell
a parasite embedded - I’m not doing well
I can’t begin to salvage - what’s left of “myself”
x3

under my skin
memories will still sprout
deep and within
I can’t dig them out
x2

subsumed and consumed in whole
my body broken down

after all…

oh, a
beating in my chest is drowning out my name
I can’t remember the quiet
from before my broken shame
in my slowly supplanted heart
no part is the same
no mortician could identify whats left for a
mycologist

the the the
separation's gone between me and the pain
I became all that you made me be
To carry your blame
Giving you my everything
ended all the same:
every part of my biology replaced with mycology
Rotted to the bone and mycelium veins
There’s nobody left to help me
pushed them all out for shame
You avert your gaze
cultivar in your wake
recovering what is left of me - has to be
MYCOLOGIST’S GAME

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