@ariatheroyal
some weird questions 1. whats your favorite color 2. how do you like... uphold communication between alters 3. what do you think of those system tracking things like pluralkit and simply plural 4. cold showers or warm showers, and why? (this is a serious question)
@jmc1987jcgc
OMFG! WOW, this si how I jess ie (host) communicate with mine as well. I am currently co-con with one of my protectors bc we r in my mom's house and it is VERY triggering.. PLSE KEEP UP THE GR8 WORK!
@DasOrangensaft.
Thank you so much for answering all the questions! SO helpful hearing your perspective. 🌈
@mivical
- i think its fine and even a part of the disorder to have denial about DID because the disorder is based on generally the host performing as "normal" like as a singular part, theres a reason why the parts that are not integrated are not integrated, so the main host has amnesia barriers to those parts and therefore doesnt feel super connected to them and may at times when it is called for by a situation (e.g. someone is not accepting of DID) completely forget they have DID at all. (and the awareness may come back later when safer.) so i kinda trust my brain that when i feel denial then thats fine and theres probably a reason for it i dont push it in one way or another. - we cant mask handwriting, we can only switch or go cocon (our personal experience) - we communicate mentally sometimes or out loud, kind of in a monologue way but people can "listen in". but when we communicate mentally its only sometimes in words usually its just "vibes" or we just "know" things about the other parts also i saw someone elses comment about uploading more frequently, and you do say in the video that u would like to do that, but i wanna say you dont owe anyone anything in regard to that. its your choice how frequently and what you upload
@sleepyote
I hope your surgery healing is going well!
@druscilla7138
Congratulations for starting T. hoping your heaing is going well 😊
@alysmarcus7747
hey !! Been thinking alot about you and wasn't expecting anything yet-hope your surgery went well and that you're healing good!!. i hope if it's necessary they give you physiotherapy for the muscles in that area - armpits, shoulders. Don't sweat that shit anymore - good for you. Doctors respecting there's a thing! I like what you said about the book, i just got a little recorder i carry - which is awesome because our thoughts are so speedy i miss things if i write them down; or - i can't read the writing later !! Letting go and letting things flow often works better. That's really interesting what you said about the demand thing! I like what you said about communication - that's nice. i have it that way too; sometimes i worry about someone, but if they don't want to talk that's up to them. And thankyou for this video You Rock! Patreon !! - i'd support you - i can't give alot but i already patreon a musician friend and a friend who is an archeologist.
@KL-vs7kk
totally digging the stewie jacket
@CassieNoJutsu
I wonder if the staring off in the distance is a disassociation thing? It happens to me and I think sometimes its me switching or it's just my autism needing to process a thought. But the same thing happens to me either in videos or when I use my voice to text notes app. It'll just be like multiple LONNG pauses. It definitely feels like I need the time to complete the thought which makes it difficult when I'm talking to friends because it's like hey shut up for like 2-5minutes please hahaha
@kosmaukaszczyk8401
One thing i dislike on chanells made by people with some mental or physical health problems is how rare they upload videos i know why they upload rarely and i know that spenfing all you live on youtube is not good but as person comming from community where daily or even 2 videos per day type of uppload is most liked one and pushed on by viewers it sometimes annoys me when someone upploads rarely ( do not take it as any type of hate ) i still think you videos are good and interesting
@soccerandtrack10
This is random.(probbally,this is dirty,too/the song too.). If you want to know how to shit a brick, only drink drinks with WATER IN IT/DONT DRINK NORMAL WATER. you cant litterly shit 1/it will feel like it. you can do the thinking hoop things to figure out how to litterly go a brick(if a masicast)(if no water makes you bleed for going.).
@kosmaukaszczyk8401
Okay but there are things that have to be done for example doctor appoitment or school exam or work
@kosmaukaszczyk8401
Will you ever do life stream
@soccerandtrack10
Biggest question=do you speak english?...
@kosmaukaszczyk8401
And what definition of death you use becouse in some stories people who are alive but society have no contact with are reffered as dead
@zametal.
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@sleepyote