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@KonsuBeatz

Those vocals and reverb are beautiful🙏🙏

@kjsreload7440

Hard af bro 🔥

@deanthesaxman

Wow this beat is sick

@OliverJacobsen777

You didnt Lie with that caption damn God bless

@smokeyrebel-ek6sx

Lbg king is a genius fr 1❤

@TheBulletzgottishow20

🔥🔥🔥

@mcbrogan1

Fantastic!

@lefamolete3941

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@AnthonyAson

Living through the struggle going day by day feeling emotionally drained feeling scorched by hell flame's so much pain so much to gain if I could break these chains shake these lames end the games

@RAF0NE

🔥  ufffffff

@Visionaryakafonzfoederl

I thought love was what I wanted
I was wronged by love and I have been disheartened 
How can I open up again I feel my mind wondering
It doesn’t make sense, pacing back in forth from 
One Direction to the next option 
Door one is just a check box I have selected 
I think I want to think on that, so I move to the next option
Well I keep walking pass every door, not sure it’s what I want 
Cause my past filled with bad memories from relationships
They always carry the same traits 
All negative, I’m so tired of snakes 
It’s started to get repetitive 
I want to embrace change 
But I can’t figure out how to make a new story
The old one still lives in my head rent free
They say to manifest you need to release 
How much it pains me to delete it isn’t easy
I can’t vent to no one I have no support 
I have me, and my mental personas
Refuse to allow others to see the real me
My truth is just for me, where was you when I was feeling like a freak
Society outcasted me and said I wasn’t good enough 
Now people tryna act like my belief is just immature
Like I didn’t grow up becoming more insecure 
Fundamentally poison by the ones who were supposed to be my stability 
Literally telling me that being me isn’t good enough
Being seen is just a dream that I will never reach
Capacity limiting by my own family
Am I playing victim by speaking authentically 
Or am I damaged goods living inside a bubble I can only see
My eyes aren’t closed yours are
I’ve been neglected and tortured 
Suffocating and drown under water
But they forget about what they did
Because the kid I used to be was a bad seed
My fault my needs weren’t met, i shouldn’t be feeling regret 
Stuck in the absence of light
Stuck on gas pondering life in a haze
Another puff and I’d be dead in grave
With people mourning standing over me 
In shock literal disbelief, no words spoken just look at me, I did it by myself 
The doctors took the easy way out 
Pills prescribed to the crack baby
Fucking idiots, when I was out of control 
They put me in a fucking mental prison 
I couldn’t escape because I had no idea I was in it
I was feeling weak and diminished
Getting fat jelly rolls flapping look at the ripples 
Tears full of sap when the tears dried at least there’s no drizzle
Well when I was cooking in a blaze I was fogging the windows
Outlines drawing pictures with the tips of my fingers 
The older brother separated from his younger siblings playing monkey in the middle 
Because I am the middle child, but as child I was the youngest one 
And I grew up and had to learn how become an older brother 
How I am supposed to be, when I still deal with not feeling seen
Like I am a freak, a fucking entity, I ain’t godly
I’m just fonzy, who’s that, I don’t know who I am yet,
I’m an ass from the perspective of those I don’t like
But the few I keep close look through my soul, and see a star in their eyes 
So who am I, undefined, just switching roles, and snap backs
I lost my mind a while back, now I just hide inside the blank spots that are left
Behind walls I built to keep myself from the outside 
Wounds and scars from all the pain in my life
The days I felt alone, because no one had my back
Felt like an itch I couldn’t scratch, a feeling of loneliness, but it will not past
I’m still laugh at and mocked, for speaking without class
But fuck it, I do it without feeling bad 
I’ll give 101 percent and keep going until I take my last breath 

Purple_lightning333k - you want real, well. Here’s the real me

@Alex_miller8

You're good the way, I was spitting nonsense and it directed my flow so flawlessly

@glockxbeats7741

💯💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💯

@jasoningham9752

Never been the type to run and hide 
I'm that type that stay and fight but nevermind 
  in my thoughts thinking lord give me a sign 
As I pore up another port on the porch ,im just Trina unwind

@trinidadivan779

Hot 🔥

@youngking1872

This beat is disgusting im buying that mf immediately my boy 🔥

@martez_da_real

You absolutely can't rap without PASSION on this beat, no lies told.

@lallydhanoa8314

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@aundo5768

My homie helps rookies with the bar counter below. Honorable 🎖