@juliehoward2785

I watched him leave. Just like that. Like I was nothing. We were nothing. His smile fading. His clothes clinging to his skin tightly from the rain. He had his hands in his pockets. He shook his head as he eyed the night time sky. Walk away?

He did. I loved him. I hated him. But I also cares for him. He died inside and out. Leaving me to rot in his awake. I wanted to crumble every existence of us. I wish I never met him. His green eyes. Staring back at me like a knife. My wounds open and burning.

"I love you.."

"No you dont. You love the thought of me."..

"No..."

"Shut up, you hate me. Dont even think we'd work out."

"..."

"Dont just stare at me. Im going to walk away. I dont want you to follow me."

"And if I do.."

"Then you'll regret it."

"So this is it? Were done?"

"We were already done when we started...."

"..."

"Dont cry. Dont pout. Dont blame yourself for something we knew wouldnt work out."

"I just... Need you..."

"Good bye Y/n."

"No..."

He slowly turns exhaling and disappearing into the dark road.

"Please.." I whisper. Dont leave...
But he's made his mind.

And its time for me to make mine.

@ShahdRukaia-di4gk

who else is tired of life?

@Nightowl_s

Water Fountain by Alec Benjamin
0:00 - 3:32

Bored by Billie Eilish
3:42 - 6:37 

Gone by Black Rose
6:42 - 10:00

Inside Out by Duster 
10:08 - 12:29 

A Soulmate Who Wasn’t Meant to Be by Jess Benko 
12:34 - 17:45 

Fat Funny Friend by Maddie Zaharia 
17:47 - 21:02 

If This is Love by Ruth B. 
21:07 - 24:51 


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@itz_jelly9888

This playlist is very calming, makes me feel safe

@ab-ns1oc

the moment i turned 18. life felt a little more of struggling to survive than to enjoy. maybe i can alter that one day.

@Blawie_pix

I live in Israel in 7/10/2023 starts a war. now 2:21 am 8/10/2023 I’m scared and can’t sleep and this playlist helped me so much. (Warning: vent) in this war the army calls to men that younger than 52 years old my dad is 49 years old and I’m scared that the army will take him and he wont come back home (they didn’t take him still) I wanna vent to my mother and sister just to feel better but I don’t want to make them panic so I’m here

@Owa_S5534

I hate myself from the way I look to the way I feel... Hate everything about this thing called life

@___Disha___

In between  don't wanna live & don't wanna die..

@FredBear_TraumaCore

Water Fountain by Alec Benjamin really just makes me numb. This world is so tiring I hate it! Just could sit in bed and listen to this playlist for the rest of my life!❤️‍🩹

@julianawin6322

I am currently a junior year student currently I can’t find any motivation, I used to get straight A now I am barely passing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I want to make each day productive but I can’t nothing won’t go in my mind. I just wanna escape from everything

@ItsSumBug

POV: me trying to enjoy my life when that one person has to ruin it

@Brubsss034

My life is starting to feel empty... like im not doing anything in this world. Why was i even born?... nothing makes sense... the only thing that keeps me here is my parents because i know they would be devasted if i died... because im so freacking tired and no one else can see it... even if they do, they just pretend like i dont exist so it doesnt really matter...
I wish i could find someone... someone who would always be by my side and hug me tight... why am i alone?...

@mariomatalaat7067

I don't understand him anymore he says I missed you and I love you but he never calls we can stay for weeks without even texting...maybe it was just a beautiful lie

@emilija1706

Missing him

@broken_dead0

I thought for 5 years that she is the one I know that she dumped me and she is happy now but why my heart just can't calm i hurt everyday and everysecond without her im missing her so muchhhhhh  

Im really thinking to just end my life and i know it looks silly to kill ur self for someone left and happy but i really cant anymore

@khoitran1257

They call life is a living hell. Wish you all doing well, and stay strong. 
💪❤️💪

@abdulla-b9p

You will never can escape from reality just enjoy it. “Live your own life”

@ox_AriRox_ox

You won me over the moment you included Saturn by Sleeping At Last...

@mimibolt7467

I hate so mutch my life , i'm so tired of everything like why anybody care about me ?

@mantashatasneem7799

i wanna die more than ever suddenly 
amazing playlist tho