@chiphermin1284
I want to cry. This felt like looking at my 14 year old self and everything with it. Now I'm turning 20 and I turned into a cold, emotionless person in times but looking back at this I just want to hug myself, fighting and all but things are simpler when you cry rather than just bottling them up and turning them to anger. I miss me.
@GygaxGirl
Dear ninjas, please stop cutting onions around me while I listen to this song. Thanks.
@Squidgyy_
It makes me glad to know that there are other people who can relate to this and that I’m not alone; we’re in it together
@feralfauna_
"if you say pain makes you stronger, how many more times do I have to cry?" Wow, really tug-at-the-heartstrings moment there. I don't feel that very often. Thank you.
@Pik3rob
To have hope is to put yourself in a vulnerable position. When you hope you're susceptible to pain. The only way to take away the pain is to give up hope. But is that really okay? This is really what Crier is about. It's a song about how important it is to have hope in the face of adversity no matter the pain it causes. The girl in the song wants things to get better. This is why she can "cling only to your words." She wants the people around her to be kindhearted, so she's believing them because she wants to grasp at any opportunity she can. If she doesn't she can never be happy. She is sadly always betrayed and as a result her hope has caused her a lot of grief. Because of this grief she cries. She is sick of hoping. She wants somebody to take her "eyes" and "heart" away from her. In other words she wants to lose that hope. She doesn't want to expect others to be kind. But she can't do that. Even when she "pretends not to hear" she "still worries about it" It would cause her a lot less pain to stop trying, which would make her stop crying. In a way this song is saying that crying is a good sign. To cry means that you haven't given up. If you can still be hurt, then you haven't lost that hope that things will get better. That's the reason she lives and the reason she cries. She has that hope still with her. After waking up she still has the idea in her that things can get better. She prays for it still, no matter how many times she's pushed to the ground.
@mxpoofles
"Time and again, people spout off selfish words, and I'm hurt, though I'm self-centered myself..." That line just gets me all the time...why ninja onions? WHY?!?!
@grapefruit371
i blasted this song everyday when i was 9 years old, used to be the biggest vocaloid fan in my childhood, and now listening to it as im turning 20 is so weird, why was i relating to this kind of lyrics as a 9 year old child? not to mention how i got bullied and harassed for liking vocaloid and kpop, which is so stupid...at one point i just gave in and started to try and change my whole personality, which just got me in a deep, years long severe depression. Coming back to this song triggered all those buried memories, i wish i could go back in time to hug my child self, tell her everything is going to turn out fine and beg her to never let anyone tell her she's not worthy, or that she's useless or anything like that, because i love her.
@lynlyn2099
I used to listen to this all the time when I was getting bullied 10 years ago when I was 12 years old, I spent a whole one year without anyone talking to me in school, even my friends dumped me to fit in with the cool kids who used to bully me, after that I turned into a people pleaser just to get in touch with people because I was starving connection, I didn’t have any siblings and had family issues at home, so I did everything judt to make people love me including hiding my real personality and interests, I’ve been doing this for 10 years and I’m still lonely even though there’re people around me but I don’t feel any connection with them, so now I decided to finally break the cycle and start acting like myself, lots of people didn’t like it and stopped talking to me but I don’t care anymore, I prefer choosing myself over others approval even if that means I’ll be alone. Once I realized it’s have been 10 years since that traumatic bullying and now I’m changing, I came back to listen to this song 🩵
@ILoveAqours
pov : youre my comfort song and im here for the tenth time this week
@MickOnMain
This song and "my friend was good at drawing" used to be my favorite songs of all time... then I lost this song and couldn't remember the name of it for the life of me and like 5 years later, all of the sudden, it just occurs to me, so I dropped everything and rushed to my computer. God.
@surrealrosalynd
Hold on... I used to listen to this song when I was a few years younger. I am just going through the Vocaloid songs I haven't heard in years, this being one of them, and being older and have matured and lost my childhood innocence, I am just realizing now how this song is about trying to overcome depression. I cry a lot over seemingly nothing nowadays, and I wish I didn't, so this song now really hits my heart.
@oasis_maker
even after all these years this is still the most relatable song ive heard and every time i listen to it it makes me emotional :(
@bayan4746
No matter what you say we mostly share the fact that we had a depressed childhood, thats why we liked this song and we sure have good taste in music too
@ivouhou
"They say pain makes you stronger, how many more times do I have to cry?" That line is what makes me break into tears.
@tofu7788
i'm so glad this channel doesn't delete any old videos, i would come back listening to old vocaloid songs i used to listen when i was in elementary school
@feralfauna_
Just noticed, "crier" in French means.... "scream"...
@redchoories
Fuan ni naru to ne namida wa shizen to afurete Nakiowareba tsukarete nemuri ni tsuite Sou dayo Sonna yoru bakari kurikaeshite kawarazu ni Kyou mo mata ikikurushii asa ga kuru yo Nayami kuyami tsudzuiteku yami Murayami ni hitonami o urayami Netami higami kokoro wa susami mata Namida ni kaeteiku you Naite mo naite mo atashi wa nanimo kaerannai mama Tadatada mijime de fuan de shikata nakutte Nanimo nai no no ni hoshigaru kara isso no koto mou... Kono me mo Kokoro mo Ubaitotte shimatte yo... Ima sugu... Hito wa samazama na riyuu de usotsuki Sono subete o minuke ya shinai kara Sugaru you ni kimi no kotoba dake o Shinjite Dakara kimi no uso wa donna koto demo Fukaku fukaku kizutsuite shimaunda... Dakara mou ii yo... Hora ne, Onnaji toko ni onnaji kizu ga hitotsu, Fueta dake Sore, dake? Nandomo nandomo migatte na kotoba ni furimawasare Kizutsuku atashi mo jibunkatte nanda kedo “Nanimo nai kara” “Ki ni shinai yo” Tte kikoenai furi shite Nani yori, dare yori, Ki ni shichatteirunda yo Baka da naa... Akirametara sore de owari tte sa; Dou ni mo naranai koto bakari de Yasashii kotoba ni madowasarete, Nando tsukiotosarete kita kana? Daremo shiranai, Daremo shiranai! Atashi ga konna ni nayandeiru no mo, Itami no kazu dake tsuyoku nareru tte iu nara... Ato nankai nakeba iin desu ka? Naite mo naite mo atashi wa nanimo kaerannai mama Kanashikute kuyashikute dakedo nanimo dekinakutte Nannimo na mama namida wa kokoro no kizu ni shimite? Nijimu kara, itamu kara, mou tomannainda yo... Nandomo nandomo, ikiteru imi nante sagashite mo, Namida no wake sura yoku wakannai manma de Nanimo nai kedo, Nakiyamu tabi ashita ga kuru kara “Ikitete, yokatta” Sonna koto omoeru hi o Negatte shimaunda...
@imtired7865
Oh Jesus! This is painfully relatable...
@xx_moonzei_xx
I'm crying so much rn. I usually listen to this song when I'm having an emotional breakdown. everything hurts and I feel like my life has slowed so much it isn't even moving anymore and I'm stuck. I keep waking up hoping for better and for something to have changed but it's getting harder and better to maintain the positive attitude... I feel like eventually I'll be a lost cause and it would be for nothing, but the moment I believe that then I really will stop moving and everything will end... I don't want that, either I've given up so much and don't own anything but my very limited possessions, and I feel like nothing will be mine overall I feel so sad and miserable but all I can do is cry about it... useless tears
@geosama1317